sorry to here about your struggles and your mother's illness, but you are so wrong to curse at anyone for reaching out for help, you don't know what lifestyle anyone else there is living , i personally have made sacarfices all my life, and have gone without for weeks and months, have gotten off my ass and worked mile to work and back to where i sleep at nights, So don't put GOD in this picture if you damning someone for reaching out for help, remember someone helped him carry his cross, and gave him water. yes i agree don't give up but if you need help ask for it, would you accept help seem that what's you asking for without asking.
